A tiny bit of boredom
Where should I begin? My girls are falling asleep so I have some time for myself. Instead of scrolling infinitely I have chosen to write something. No inspiration is coming however.
Some time ago I started to write a tiny notes in Google Keep whenever I feel inspired or whenever I have a glimpse of importance in my mind. Like some really deep thoughts about life, meaning, emotions. I will try to use this blog to share those thoughts with the world. The series will call "The glimpse of Truth", not because I'm cheeky enough to say that I know The Truth, I think that's impossible. Every person, philosophy and religion got only the glimpses, the tiny pieces like a shattered pottery on some archeological site. To paraphrase Julian Gough - naked Truth can burn the eyes.
As you probably guess from this short paragraph I'm not an English native. I live in small country in Eastern Europe. My first thought was to squeeze the text through chatGPT or other LLM to make it feel more native, but you know what? No. This should be personal to the bone. If I make a mistake - I make a mistake. Period. It's been also very long since I actually written anything. Job-related e-mails don't count. Because of that I never had a chance to develop any "style", so it's still more or less written the same way as I would wrote this when I was a teenager. I'm not particularly sad about that, but it's hard to put all the nuances of the thoughts when you don't have a style. Little bit like woodworking with a hammer instead of chisel - it just feels like a wrong tool.
With all that said, I will also expand some other sections of this blog - like favorite links, tools, articles. I want to make it really personal so everyone could enjoy the same content which inspired me. Till the next time - best wishes for you reader!